Walk away or stay.. I really don't know
If I walk away I'll be another disappointment
If I stay my energy is sucked thinking of the unknown
Will this actually work out some day? Someday! someday can be today, I keep telling myself, still it's not happening..
It's things like this that are not controlled by subconscious mind
It'll need the power of two
Do I read the right signals? Or do I read the signals I want?
I don't know anymore..
As impatient as I am, I just want to know. Know what's next.. If it'll actually happen.
I'm not being fair to myself..
If I were to be I would be so bad
I'd show no care and make you mad
It's like I have to make a choice
I will be sad and you'll rejoice
Or maybe then I will be glad
And you will think "a perfect lad!"
But that's not in my hands to do
It'll be real if you're in too
Other than that it's all just tales
Between me and myself prevail
When late at night it feels so real
Then I wake up and "damn" I feel
I'll make it through another day
