Heavenly Rays

He met her; then they united by fate

It was too good to be true how much they communicate

It felt like a dream how closer they would relate

He thought she was the one, she never wanted to state

Then the days passed by his feelings hurt so deep

He'd leave it all to himself, cause her,  he promised, he'd keep

He didn't know what to do, rather than going to sleep

Her image lasts in his head, music play as his heart would beat

She start to distance herself, thinking he won't realize

He could see the pain she carried in her dreamy eyes

He wished it was just a dream and that he'd wake up with her

What's a dream when reality has been covered with blur

The story is not yet complete, as it's liven by days

He hopes it gets better and that he'd leave the maze

If he's asked what he's doing he'd smile and look up

To him that's where she is, up in heavenly rays

In my veins

When I'm alone, I think of you

When I'm with you, I still do too

Sometimes I wonder what would have been

Had Life gone on with you unseen 

Would it have been the same it's now

I'm sure it won't I don't know how

It feels as it's a deal of fate

To bring two souls to the day they mate

I don't know what it is you hold

To keep me going hot and cold

The days are short when you're just there

The nights are long my eyes just stair

At empty skies looking for you

Could you be there? I wish it's true

Cause then I'd see your lovely face

With every glance at empty space 

And see your face smiling back

It would give me a heart attack

This is too much to keep inside

My mouth just fails, my hand just writes 

I wonder what I relate to you

Cause In my veins I call you boo

The rise of sun

Overwhelming feelings, bursting down my soul
My mind keeps denying, my heart starts to fall
Is it too soon to feel this? Or am I just falling deep?
It feels I'm standing on the edge waiting to take the leap
On the steep all I see is warnings from the past
Am I too scared to go there? My heart's afraid to ask
I look at you and calm down, your spell goes down on me
I don't know how you do this, but I know what I see
Maybe this is too much to share with anyone
If only I could be there to see the rise of sun

Smiling faces cover it all

A couple of years back I wasn't the same
A totally different guy with so many different aims
Now I think about all of the things I've lost
The sacrifices I've made and all that it cost
I've loved so much; as much as I hated
All those that I loved, other discriminated
Now I check my life and the person I am
Is there a better deal? Should I give a damn?
I got inspired by dreams, but what if they once fade?
Would my hopeless nights add up to what I've already paid?
Leave me all alone like a misguided ghost
Traveling nowhere, looking for somewhat host
That would find me complete and see the world in my eyes
And see the fullness of it all, with all the emptiness that lies
What if that host is not more than a dream?
What if I'm lost and its just a losing scheme?
What am I gonna do with people that have gone?
What has happened back then? what did I do wrong?
My heart keeps aching with the thoughts in my head
My eyes keeps tearing looking back at the life I've led
Now no one knows anything I've been through
They see my smiling face and think its all so true

It is just you

What do I see in you?
What is it that you do?
That makes me go in circles
That makes me lost in Jungles,
My mind has created
Still it feels so true

I sit besides you daily
Your eyes captivate me
Daydreaming I could touch you
Or maybe just handcuff you
To my heart if it's not selfish
So I can stick to you

Maybe I'm an insane man
Living the life of romance
Created in my jungle
I wish it is so simple
To grab you close to me
And keep me close to you

Your smell is hypnotising
My mind is mesmerising
On the beauty of your smile
That makes it all just worthwhile
I cannot help but smile back
What is it that you do?

I guess it is just you.

A little child

Sometimes I wonder what it is we live for 

Is it love? religion? or something more?

What about all the things that are left untold 

Should I question them? Or Should I just ignore?

Am I the only here feeling I don't belong

To a community that treats me like a moron

The more quiet I am, the more grudges they hold

What is it I can do to have my life move on?

What about emptiness of my childhood dreams 

That i once thought one day I'd shout and scream

Live on top of the world, but the truth unfolds 

One day that little child was in dreams so keen

It faded away as his life started moving astray

And the things he once thought reality vanished away 

He wanted to stop, before he gets so old

He doesn't talk anymore; he has nothing to say