IF ONLY

if you were real, i'd touch you and feel, your love all the time
and i wouldnt know, how to let go , your love if you're mine
it would be so strange, to see how i change, when you are around
i feel that i dream, in my mind i scream, i want us to bound
forever i'd be, looking to see, your face everyday
i'd never fake, the feelings i take, when you are away
when you're not there, i think its not fair, to be left alone
i feel it's not right, to stay up all night, to find that you're gone
i wish you were here, to see how i feel, when i show u i care
only then you'd know, the feelings i grow, are all that i bear
i just cant believe, its hard to achieve, the end from the start
it makes me so blue, no matter what i do, i cant win your heart

MOMENTS

moments of pleasure and moments of pain
is what i go through as i remember her name
i wonder whether its ever gonna be the same
or love was nothing but just a game

life has never been fair to me
especially when i knew what i couldnt see
that my baby girl wasnt the girl to be
faithful to me until eternity

i was like the best guy she could ever have
the guy she goes to when she wants to laugh
i guess she never knew my love was serious
even though it was so conspicuous

she used to tell me stories of the guys she knew
i always listened although it made me feel so blue
i didnt know what else i could do
but crying late at night wishing she were my boo