Lost Love :(

this is the story about the love of my life
that was almost lost before it even started
its not that our love was never to thrive
but all the things i went through did make me look black-hearted

she was more than the girl of my dreams
that i dream about even when i'm not sleeping
the girl that i would go against the stream
if it was what it takes to get her heart for me beating

i tried so hard until i got her heart
but it seemed that everyone wanted to see us apart
i was out of my mind when i broke her heart
and right now i just wish we could go to the start
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seeing her so sad made me feel so blue
and made me wish more and more that she's still my boo
i was forced to give her up and didnt know what to do
but later on i realized what i got myself into

i lied and said i knew some other girl
but deep inside of my heart she was my only pearl
only if she knew my mind was being swirled
now i know i was wrong, i just want to be her earl

when i told her the truth, i didnt expect her to get mad
for her i'd do anything even disobeying mom and dad
she's the one for me, the one that makes me so glad
knowing she's right there mad at me makes me feel so sad
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i want her to know about all the things i regret
i just want her to be happy and never get upset
i'll try my best to let her see i've changed
and that i'm willing to do anything to get her mind arranged

she's the only girl i see as my potential wife
the one with whom i'd gladly start my life
i know hurting her was as hard as a knife
i'd give my life if that will end all the strifes

had the truth been told everything would be alright
she would've understood everything and never started the fight
if she forgives me and give me the green light
i will love her more and life will be so bright

Moa_basH