A Flute

these words just seem so hard to say
whenever i think of you i go astray
i dont know where i'm going
i guess i've seen it coming
when i heard the jungle sounds
i was startled by what i found
a flute keeps playing in my head
saying things i left unsaid
music starts to fade away
makes me feel what i cant say
that this one flute was made of you
and in my bones it has once grew

Moa_basH

Pieces I Found

here I go writing another page
of my life trying to sound so sage
but it doesn't seem working..
and as I keep lying about my age
or just laugh while I'm in rage
while my heart's burning..
remember all the thing I had
and all the times, the good and bad
my heart starts to cry..
I just let go of my life and find
all the pieces I left behind
my soul starts to fly..

Moa_basH

why is it impossible?!

right now i hate my life more than i've ever done before
cause all the problems seem to get more and more
i wonder if what i'm asking for is impossible to get
to get rid of all the problems that i happen to have met
makes me hate this life still to the core
i wonder if its impossible what i ask for
sometimes i feel like a total ass hole
sometimes i feel like i lose control
sometimes i keep saying to myself and call
is it impossible what i ask for
every morning i'm hoping for a better day
i see all the problems heading my way
i hear the old saying playing in my mind and say
what doesnt kill you only makes you be much stronger
but every short-cut seem just to get much longer
and every road i go with as i explore
why is it impossible what i ask for

Moa_basH

IF ONLY

if you were real, i'd touch you and feel, your love all the time
and i wouldnt know, how to let go , your love if you're mine
it would be so strange, to see how i change, when you are around
i feel that i dream, in my mind i scream, i want us to bound
forever i'd be, looking to see, your face everyday
i'd never fake, the feelings i take, when you are away
when you're not there, i think its not fair, to be left alone
i feel it's not right, to stay up all night, to find that you're gone
i wish you were here, to see how i feel, when i show u i care
only then you'd know, the feelings i grow, are all that i bear
i just cant believe, its hard to achieve, the end from the start
it makes me so blue, no matter what i do, i cant win your heart

MOMENTS

moments of pleasure and moments of pain
is what i go through as i remember her name
i wonder whether its ever gonna be the same
or love was nothing but just a game

life has never been fair to me
especially when i knew what i couldnt see
that my baby girl wasnt the girl to be
faithful to me until eternity

i was like the best guy she could ever have
the guy she goes to when she wants to laugh
i guess she never knew my love was serious
even though it was so conspicuous

she used to tell me stories of the guys she knew
i always listened although it made me feel so blue
i didnt know what else i could do
but crying late at night wishing she were my boo

Life!

when i think about the future, i feel pain inside
its not that it looks bad, its not that it looks right
but its about seeing all my fears betide
loved ones disappeared and other ones have died
and see myself all alone and all the tears i cried
that's a pain i wouldn't feel that i would have to hide
cause that is life and how it works, not everyone abide
whenever we need a guidance noone's there to guide
whenever in dilemmas none of us can decide
there's nothing we can do about what God preside

Moa_basH

Lost Love :(

this is the story about the love of my life
that was almost lost before it even started
its not that our love was never to thrive
but all the things i went through did make me look black-hearted

she was more than the girl of my dreams
that i dream about even when i'm not sleeping
the girl that i would go against the stream
if it was what it takes to get her heart for me beating

i tried so hard until i got her heart
but it seemed that everyone wanted to see us apart
i was out of my mind when i broke her heart
and right now i just wish we could go to the start
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seeing her so sad made me feel so blue
and made me wish more and more that she's still my boo
i was forced to give her up and didnt know what to do
but later on i realized what i got myself into

i lied and said i knew some other girl
but deep inside of my heart she was my only pearl
only if she knew my mind was being swirled
now i know i was wrong, i just want to be her earl

when i told her the truth, i didnt expect her to get mad
for her i'd do anything even disobeying mom and dad
she's the one for me, the one that makes me so glad
knowing she's right there mad at me makes me feel so sad
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i want her to know about all the things i regret
i just want her to be happy and never get upset
i'll try my best to let her see i've changed
and that i'm willing to do anything to get her mind arranged

she's the only girl i see as my potential wife
the one with whom i'd gladly start my life
i know hurting her was as hard as a knife
i'd give my life if that will end all the strifes

had the truth been told everything would be alright
she would've understood everything and never started the fight
if she forgives me and give me the green light
i will love her more and life will be so bright

Moa_basH