Wake up

If it all makes sense it’s not right

You’d sleep all day and wake at night

Live up your dreams and have no fights

With your own self, wouldn’t that be bright?

But that’s not how life works the course

It takes your dreams with no remorse

You’d run alone like a lonely horse 

And after all you lose the force 

The force that kept you going on 

In spite of all that’s going wrong 

You kept yourself feeling strong 

And lived as if your dream was on 

A finger flick and all is gone 

Whoever you thought you counted on 

The life to have you-thought-for were born

Wake up one day and you’re alone :)

Dreams

He lived in his dreams. The only place where he could create his own reality. It was so vivid as though it was true. He would take stories that happened to him in the so called real world and fix them to work how he wanted. In his dreams he was the director, apart from all external factors. He couldn't wait to go to sleep every night to continue writing and living his stories. He walked amongst the living, yet he lived in his dreams..

Life

Life is interesting..

You meet people, or is it people that meet you then you move on

It's funny how people think they know you after months or even years

You can only know what the person selects to share with you

Being selective can make you look bad

But it doesn't matter as long as you're selecting those who lift you up rather than those who drag you down to their level of thinking

It all comes down to sharing the same thoughts, based on different experiences

That's how we evolve as humans 

I don't regret any decisions I've made in my life

They made me the person I am today. Thanks to those I'm still in touch with. And so long to those I chose to walk away from..

Moe Bash

Random airplane thoughts

An old lady reading a book called "in the name of love" on an airplane, does this mean she believes in love? Maybe even still in the search of it.. I'll be damned thinking its that easy to find a person you love who'd love you back. The funniest part is there are those who can fall in love over and over again no matter how many times they get hurt, by their own hands doing. And there are those who cannot love anyone at all, saying they didn't "feel it". What if they don't even know what "it feels" like? I think humans need genetic engineering to fix their emotional problems and combine both who love everyone with those who cannot love. Resulting in a normal being.. That would at some point kill itself.

Moe Bash

I'll make it through another day

Walk away or stay.. I really don't know

If I walk away I'll be another disappointment

If I stay my energy is sucked thinking of the unknown 

Will this actually work out some day? Someday! someday can be today, I keep telling myself, still it's not happening..

It's things like this that are not controlled by subconscious mind

It'll need the power of two 

Do I read the right signals? Or do I read the signals I want?

I don't know anymore..

As impatient as I am, I just want to know. Know what's next.. If it'll actually happen.

I'm not being fair to myself..

If I were to be I would be so bad

I'd show no care and make you mad 

It's like I have to make a choice

I will be sad and you'll rejoice

Or maybe then I will be glad

And you will think "a perfect lad!"

But that's not in my hands to do

It'll be real if you're in too

Other than that it's all just tales

Between me and myself prevail

When late at night it feels so real

Then I wake up and "damn" I feel

I'll make it through another day

A year of no writing

A year of no writing 

It feels like you have a lot to say but you can't put it to words 

Let's just say that in a year you feel like a completely new person 

A person who's following his heart desires. Living, loving life and enjoying everything life has to offer

You miss a lot of times with the family yet you feel closer to them than you've ever been. As if you need to walk away from everything just to find that there is a part of you that's still there and will forever be.

Family friends and the people I've met

Once you walk away you can never forget

All the times you spent, and the fun you've had 

Looking back at it all I cannot be more glad 

True I miss and sometimes reminisce 

On the good old days, others that I diss

You appreciate the good when you experience the bad 

Looking back at it all I cannot be more glad 

One day I'll look back, at the life the I've led

And be so proud of what I've done and said 

Be the change I wanna see even if it looks mad

Looking back at it all I cannot be more glad 

Heavenly Rays

He met her; then they united by fate

It was too good to be true how much they communicate

It felt like a dream how closer they would relate

He thought she was the one, she never wanted to state

Then the days passed by his feelings hurt so deep

He'd leave it all to himself, cause her,  he promised, he'd keep

He didn't know what to do, rather than going to sleep

Her image lasts in his head, music play as his heart would beat

She start to distance herself, thinking he won't realize

He could see the pain she carried in her dreamy eyes

He wished it was just a dream and that he'd wake up with her

What's a dream when reality has been covered with blur

The story is not yet complete, as it's liven by days

He hopes it gets better and that he'd leave the maze

If he's asked what he's doing he'd smile and look up

To him that's where she is, up in heavenly rays